I Can Smile Without You :)

Obssession.

2010-11-30T12:06:00.004+08:00

Greetings, love ones!
An uncountable apologies I would like to make to you constant blog readers, that I haven't been updating my blog for like, 3 months? Well, one of the reasons is that, I didn't really have time to update it. Well, sort of. Cz something came up all of a sudden and I had to get things done. I'll probably update something SPECIAL for the next post. C:

Basically what I'm gonna post for today is, I've addicted to an iPhone application. If you're a photography addict, you might end up like me, loving this app! HAHAA. :D

App's name: Instagram

You can enjoy loads of great and awesome photos taken by people from all around the world. When I say great pictures, I MEAN IT. You can also take your own pictures, and share it with your friends. Oh, did I mention that you can add/edit some effects to your pictures? REAL GOOD! :D
I recommended this app to a friend of mine. And guess what? He's loving it. So you should totally try it! :D

So these are just 2 of my many awesome pictures. HEE.
Do check them out when you've installed this awesome app yea?!

And PLEASE remember to follow me and get my latest updates of pictures/photos! :D I promise ~~the pictures taken are well accepted, hope so~~ they will be AWESOME! C:
My username: corneliawatson

A HUGE THANKS TO Y'ALL! <3

心情.

2010-07-04T16:31:00.004+08:00

As you can see, 这是我第一次 blog in 中文.
若有什么错别字, 不好意思. 因为我太久没有写华文字了.

最后一张拿到手,
看了看,
崩溃.
真的崩溃了.
心情,
一刹那,
变得非常非常的低落.
非常非常的难过.
从来没有这样的事情发生在我身上.
我接受不了.
不.
是根本不能接受.

另一方面,
另一件事,
很自然地出现在我的脑海里.
令我很非常非常担心, 同时也很焦虑的一件事.
我,
告诉不了任何人.
也没有人会明白我.

这一些接二连三发生的事,
我一一接受不了.
不能了.
我倒了.
我哭了好多天.
好久.
虽然我知道,
哭泣,
是改变不了什么.
但,
每当我一想起,
眼泪又开始在眼眶里打滚,
然后就情不自禁地流下来.

他们,
都很用心地安慰我,
希望能再次听见我那发颠的笑声.
他们说,
听到我笑,
他们也一定会自然而然地跟着我笑.

开学至今,
几乎每一个人都问我,
'你还好吗?'
'我还好.' 就是我的答案.
但,
他们始终都不相信,
可是,
却没有继续问下去.
是的,
开学到现在,
我都没有真正地, 开怀地大笑过.

看来,
我是永远都不会再笑了.

P.s. I won't be smiling like I used to anymore. Smiling, is forever disappeared from my everyday life routine. But if I do, that would be a fake smile from me to you. (:

Port Dickson. ♥

2010-06-21T22:07:00.001+08:00

A thousand apologies to you people who regularly read and enjoy my blog, that I haven't been updating since a month ago? Sorry sorry sorry! Well, I'm in a blogging mood this evening. So, no emo posts like the previous ones. (:

Exams
Exams
Exams
Exams

and MORE EXAMS

are the reasons kept me busy and not blogging fer weeks. This exam, known as Evaluation Exam (EE) has been driving me nuts fer the past couple of weeks. Seriously. I usually don't care much about tests ever since I started my Ausmat course but this, WHOA! No play play! It's one of the major exams in Ausmat. That's why I'm sho concern and that's why it's driving me CRAZEE! Urgh.
I started my EE on the 10th June, starting with EAL/D (an English subject) as the first paper.
Chemistry was the next paper on the next day, followed by Maths 3A/3B, Biology and Physics after the weekends which ended on the 16th of June.
My thoughts after EE? Physics the HARDEST paper of all! CRAPP! I seriously didn't know what I freaking wrote fer the answers. FISH. SHOOT. WHATEVER.

Yeaa. WHATEVER!

B'cause my holidays are here!! Woohooo! I went straight to Port Dickson after Physics paper. Aha! Damn cool right. Went to a restaurant which serves ice dishes. Yumm!

We stayed at this really awesome place, named The Legend Water Chalets. They have a mini swimming pool in each room. Super AWESOME! :3

The lobby and the room we reserved are SHO far away ~~wtf~~. So, a guy took us there in a buggy. Heee!

On the buggy. :3
On our way to our room. Took this. xD

Our room.
Two king-sized beds.
P.s. Notice my lill brother. He's watching the seawater underneath. =.=

Underneath the glass we were standing on, is seawater. (:The mini pool I mentioned earlier! (:

Sea view. (:

Heee!

Went fer a fantastic seafood dinner. Me love!

Yummy cheese lobster! :3
Curry crab pot. :3

Woke up early at 8 something. Sea breeze blew across my face. I can smell the salty seawater. I felt good. B'cause I don't get to experience this when I'm in Seremban or Subang. (:

Me family. ♥

Guess what, it's FISHING TIME!!
WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~!
The wind was so strong that we weren't able to keep our eyes open!

'You see any fish down there?'

Trust me, this thing is heavy!

Look what he got! LMAO.

Couldn't get any fishes that time. So we decided to try again at night. Teeheee!

LMAO!!
First rock, now this. xD
:D
Posing. Nyek nyek~

Had dinner at this nice ambiance restaurant.

Making ABC. :D

Ta-daaaaaaaaaaaa!!

Tamayaki. Most scrumptious food I tasted the whole night. ♥

I'll end this post by posting this picture: my lill brother and mua. (:

Xoxo.

Confession.

2010-05-27T07:02:00.000+08:00

She yells at you because she cares.

She cries because she is frustrated.
She randomly smiles because she's obviously thinking of you.
She scrunches her face because she's about to explode, not because she's constipated.
She hits you because she wants to touch you.
She stares right into your eyes because she is infatuated.
She calls every freaking half hour because she is missing you.
She lectures you not because she's your mom.
She kisses you because she just wants and feels like it.
She asks you questions because she is curious, not to be annoying.
She wants to know where you are, not because she's being irritating but just to be with you.
She calls just to hear your voice.
She walks beside you, hopefully you would someday hold her hand.
She sits close to you to lean on your shoulder. (Please don't push away.)
She holds onto your arm, because she wants to tell you she cares about you. (Please DO NOT shrug away because this will definitely hurt her feelings.)
She stands in front of you because she wants an automatic hug from you. Better still, lean down and kiss her lips.

Annoyance.

2010-05-22T04:23:00.000+08:00

He annoys me.
A LOT.
He irritates me.
HEAPS.
He's getting on my nerves.
I don't like.
I hate him doing that to me all the time.
Why doesn't he do that to the other girls?
WHY?
He's making me hate him even more.
Deeper.

Breathing hard.
I couldn't think anymore.
I just want to tell him.

Failure.

2010-05-18T13:38:00.000+08:00

I didn't see him today.
He didn't appear today.
I miss him.
He loves her.
Really, WHY?
~~They don't look good together!~~
Fine.
At least the girl is prettier and cuter than me.
Fine.
At least the girl has sexier body shape.
Fine.
At least the girl can COOK!
~~WTF. Don't laugh, I can't cook.~~
Are these the reasons WHY?
I couldn't think of any other reasons.
Sad.
Been contemplating for so long.
I've told myself NOT to remember him when I blog the previous blog.
Apparently.
It's not working.
Failure much.

P.s. Credits for MELODY SIM for the picture! And the picture from the previous blog too. Muah <3

Let go or don't let go?

2010-05-16T15:58:00.000+08:00

Should I wait for him?
Or should I let go of him?
I really don't know.
Friends told me, there are still a lot of fishes out there. Don't get hold onto one.
Really?
Thinking hard.
I really like him.
I really do.
I never liked a guy so much before.
I don't wana let him go.
I really don't.
I want to hold onto him.
I wana be that person who is kissing him, not his present girlfriend.
I CAN'T!
I REALLY CANNOT accept the fact that,
he's already taken!
That just hurts too much.
Too much.
Everyday,
I think and remember how we met.
It was ~~sweet and~~ funny.
But.
Who cares?
He's already taken.
It's completely hopeless.
He'll never be mine.

Never.

The other half, will always be empty.

Maybe, just maybe.
It's really time to let go.
Although I don't want to.
But.
I must.

Suqi's big day!

2010-05-16T11:50:00.000+08:00

Wooooooooooooots!!

Happy happy birthday, Suqi darling!

You're finally legal! ~~Be more mature okayy. :P~~ Let's go clubbing and get ourselves drunk one day! I'm serious! Heee!

Well, her birthday falls on the same day with the Scholarship Ceremony. Woke up at around 7.30am, cleaned myself and went off the college at about 8.20am. Reached there, saw Yung Hung and Francis. OMG. Francis's new hairstyle. Totally ~~freaked me out~~ awesome! Why so? Well, at least it's better than the previous hairstyle he had. Lol. Called Kelly, met up with her at the foyer. 5 minutes later, Suqi's car showed up. Heee! After a while, *drum roll* the birthday girl has arrived! Wooots! Hahaa!!

OMFG! The ceremony was ~~fucking~~ BORINGGGGGGGGGGGG!! Guess what, we have to register ourselves at 8.30am, which was freakishly early. And the ceremony actually started at 10am. WTF. =.=

The crowd.
Credits to my uncle a.k.a Kin Hoe for this picture. (:

~~FREAKING~~ 864 ~~smarty pants~~ students/scholars were there to receive their award. And we had to go on stage ONE BY ONE! Freaking SLOWWWW! Oh, did I mention they played the slide-show TWICE? Seriously. Super ~~stupid~~ funny! They played the slide-show, and when the slides ended, I thought the ceremony were to start. But hey, I was wrong. The crowd was silent. Suddenly, Jason Mraz's song - I'm Yours started playing. Everyone laughed. WTF. They thought the VIPs already arrived, but they thought wrong. =.= ~~Stupidity kills. Oops.~~
Went straight to Sunway Pyramid after the ceremony for the celebration of Suqi's birthday. Hee!

Had our lunch here. Weeee~
Suqi and May Jing. (:Pizza dou! :DChee Chong bought this cake from Secret Recipe. (:Birthday girl with the pizza guy/whateveryoucallit. (:

Haih. My cake-cutting skill never improves. Sorry! >.<Kelly. (:

Group picture. (:
From left: Francis, Yung Hung, Chee Chung, Suqi, Kelly and mua.

Went for archery after makan.

Francis and Kelly. Woots woots! *wink*

Later after that, all of them went home except for me and Kelly. We walked around, kinda window-shopping. I did some groceries shopping too! Hee!
Kelly's parents were here. Since they're gonna send me back, so I stayed with them.

Kelso and her mum. :D

Alright guys, till then.
Off to finishing up my EAL/D assignment. ~~WTFFFFF.~~
P.s. Suqi was VERY VERY happy on her birthday. We all know why. HEEEE!!

Ausmat-ians (:

2010-05-14T08:47:00.000+08:00

OMGOSH. I really dono what to say or comment on the newest design of Ausmat tee 2010. @@ It's Maroon in colour. Ohmaigosh.
We wore it last week. The whole bunch of us. And we look like, we're working in some kinda factory together. Wth. Funniest part was, Jo Keat wore it on Monday, he dyed his hair golden-brown. OMG. In that shirt, with that hair, Suqi said he looked totally like a car technician!! BUAHAHAHAAA!!!

Suqi. (:

Kelly. (:

Itianne. (:

Mua, Prem and Kelly. (:

OMG. Why is it so blurr. @@

Till then, I don't know what else to blog. More clear and bigger pictures please visit 'Photos of Cornelia Watson'. Enjoy viewing them!
Xoxo. <3

Officially legal!

2010-04-29T14:22:00.000+08:00

WOW! I am officially, practically an 18-year-old grown-up now! WEEEEEEEEEEE~
~~Actually there's nothing to be happy about, is there?~~ Being 18, meaning, you are legal in doing almost everything. Well, except for the voting part for some conferences, some political parties and stuff. ~~Sheesh! I don't wana be an adult!~~ I still wana have fun! LOADS and HEAPS of fun!!! Well, not like I'm not having fun now but, 18 seems SO OLD! SOMEHOW, there ARE some parts which make 18 an awesome number of age, no? (: Chinese always say, 'sap bat sui, pok pok chui'. Oooh, this reminds me of a friend saying this to me. (:

My birthday fell on the Wednesday during my one-week break. Which allowed me to celebrate in my hometown a.k.a Seremban!! :D It's been one freaking month since I was back there. ~~Friends said that I'm a Seremban traitor which I am NOT! I am just simply busy with my homework, assignments, projects and tests. ISH.~~ Best part of being back in hometown is, I get to enjoy me mum's awesomely home-cooked food!! Awesome mum, yeaaa? :D

A bunch of friends called me out for celebration that day. Went for Karaoke. Wanted to watch Ip Man 2, but it was released on the 29th, which was the next day of my birthday. No luck heh.

notice the cake: Priya & Watson LMAO!

me and my hunneh - Priya ♥
the guys. (:
He's in the zone, man! LMAO!

Richard is SO cute. >.< Before.
After.
P.s. Please forgive my cake-cutting skill. >.<

A group picture. ♥

From left: Adam, Jeffery, Richard, mua, Priya, Chris and Eddie. (:
Thanks for the surprise, you guys! Muah. ;3

Priya sent me home after that. Mummy promised she'd cook something special for my birthday dinner. And she DID! Woots!

Awesome much? I know.

The food tasted SHO good, made me SO full, and I almost ~~vomitted~~ wanted for more. HEEE!

The second cake I'm going to taste. (:
Dear lill brother played the guitar while the rest sang the birthday song. *AWH!!*
I appreciated what my brother did for me, trying hard not to play the wrong chord, ~~but unfortunately he made kind a lot of mistakes~~. I love him SO much. Xoxo.

I feel super happy and appreciate those who actually made an effort to click into my Facebook page and post a birthday wish on my wall. And not forgetting those who wished me not once, but twice, or maybe 5 to 8 times (I'm not kidding. That fella actually wished me 8 times. =.=). They wished me not only on Facebook, but also on Twitter. THANK YOU, you awesome people!! I love you guys! ♥

Twitter. (:
Facebook. (:
Credits to my uncle a.k.a. KIN HOE for blogging this!! Muah (:

Bless you all who wished me. I had a blast. I HAVE to enjoy my 18. It's once in a life-time!! I MUST enjoy to the fullest! No?? :D
P.s. Thank you, uncle. For keeping me reminded to update my abandoned blog. (: Enjoy my blog ya! Muah.

Aight guys.
Ciao~
Next happening thing: Ausmat! :D

FORUM

2010-04-13T13:42:00.000+08:00

Had English forum today. Woke up at 6am. Brushed up and cleaned myself up and left at 7am. Gathered at Foyer to have last minute rehearsal.

my office girl look. (:

at Foyer. Last minute rehearsal. @@
From left: Ding, May Jing and Kelz. (:

MESSYYYYYY!

We were initially the second group to present. But one of the members of Group 1 hadn't arrived yet. So Mr. Oliver asked us to start first. WTF! We weren't even prepared!

were in the toilet to tidy ourselves up! :D

My sleeves were still up, Kelly hadn't put on her high heels, Ding hadn't put on his tie...walao. Damn kelam-kabut! xD
Worse still, we ended up using glue on whiteboard for our pictures instead of tape. HAHAA! All of us were kinda nervous. Hands trembling. Hahaa.

from left: Suqi, me and May Jing. (:
Credits to May Jing for being such excellent Moderator.
P.s. Mr. Oliver complimented her for doing well! :D

Ding and Kelly. (:
Kelly did well too. Credits to Kelz. :D

Our presentation was okayy. But Mr. Oliver ain't happy about it. Whatever! At least we got 12/15, I think? :D

Group picture!!! (:
From left: Suqi, me, Kelz, May Jing & Ding.

May Jing. (:

Kelz. (:

Went Pyramid for dinner. Because Mr. Ding promised to blanja us makan!! Weeeeee! Went Popular first, since I needed erasers!! Like seriously! Then met up with Ding and others.

Don't ask me what she was trying to do. xD
LOL!
eh?
from left: Hock Yong, Ding and Alvin. (:
from left: Kelz, May Jing and Suqi. (:

Went Manhanttan Fish Market for dinner! Woots!

woots!
Suqi. (:

Hock Yong. (:
He's sucha kiddo!!!
see my reflection? :D

woots!group picture. (:

We chit-chatted and asked a waiter to take picture of us. LOL! He looks like Tiger Woods! Hahaa!!!!!!! After taking pictures for us, I said, ' Thank you, Tiger Woods! @@' And he went so SHY! Lmao!
Did some cam-whore in the restroom. Hee.

Kelz. (:

Suqi. (:
:D

Chao guys. Time for bed. Hee!!

emo

2010-03-31T12:05:00.000+08:00

'Hey Carmen, why laa so emo?'
'Eh sa po, so emo for what?'
'Oi, you okay bo?'
'Wey, stop being emo laaa!'

These are the questions I have been receiving for the past couple of days. They came up to me, asking these. Ugh. It's not that I wana be emo. A PERSON makes me emo, that's why! Well, apart from him, homework and tests are the reasons why I'm being emo. I had and gonna have:

Last week:
Biology quiz and Chemistry quiz

Next week:
EALD Forum and Physics Topic Test III

Following week:
Mathematic Topic Test II

You gotta know this, I ain't a smart person. Having tests all the time, can seriously make me go gaga. NOT KIDDING! Seriously, I thought college life would be more fun than high school. Who knows. UGH!
Off to finishing up my Biology! Wtf.

Happy Birthday, Lady Gaga!!

2010-03-28T15:12:00.000+08:00

It's the ultimate Lady Gaga's 24th birthday TODAY!!
She's a very very talented female. She inspires me. Her musics and songs always cheer me up. Her masterpieces NEVER disappoint me. People say that she's bisexual, but I am determined that, she is definitely a FEMALE. Respect her PLEASE, people! Don't get jealous of her just because you aren't like Lady Gaga.
I love her just the way I love HIM. (;
I'll support Lady Gaga no matter what happens.

She tweeted this to thank her all her fans. <3

Happy birthday, Lady Gaga! Have a blast! (:

Suffocation (:

2010-03-27T15:39:00.001+08:00

He makes me hard to breathe whenever I see him around.
He makes my heart pound like mad.
He makes me smile the whole day even if I fail my Physics test.
He makes me wana hug him even though he already has a girlfriend.
He makes me imagine things.
He makes me wana pull him closer to me.
He makes me wana hear his heart thumping and pumping.
He made my day whenever he starts talking to me.

He's simply gorgeous.

P.s. I wish he's mine. (:

Velvet Charity Concert Night 2010

2010-03-26T09:27:00.000+08:00

Wooots. 24th March 2010. Wednesday. Velvet Charity Concert 2010 was awesome! I had a blast, which was simply the fact, no doubt.
Hahaa, funny to say that, I was already high BEFORE the concert started. =.= Me, Li Mei, Elisha, May Yan, Itianne, Ping Ting, Nisha were SO high, like seriously. Even Gazi was there to scream with us! Well, he didn't, actually. He was trying to protect his ears from our screams instead. Wth.
Anyway, had class as usual. Since concert was on a weekday. Had Chemistry, and then Physics lab. Went back to hostel to chill a bit, before going back to campus to help out. Forgot to mention that, I'm under hospitality! Weeeeee.
Texted Kerk and Francis to walk me to campus. Hee. They're such nice friends. Awh.
Everyone under hospitality wasn't there yet. So I went in and out of the hall. Even the person who jaga the door also looked at me one kind. LMAO! Called Aaron, went NE4-11 to look for him. THANK GOD Itianne reached at that moment. B'cause I was kinda sesat. =.=
It was about 6pm and then somebody was calling, 'eh Aaron, you are sposed to be escorting the VIPs.........' (P.s. Aaron was the leader in hospitality group.) And so, obviously he couldn't brief the others on what were we supposed to do. Suddenly, he looked at me and said, ' Carmen, can you help me?' I was like, WTF!? I don't know ANYTHING! Zzz. Then he told me what I should brief the others. Wth.
By 6.15pm, everyone arrived. So I started giving out name tags and briefing them. I was so panic, 'cause I didn't expect I had to do this kinda thing. =.= Walao.
People actually thought that I was the leader of hospitality group. WOW. Hahaa. B'cause there was a guy, I think he's the leader of Security group, asked me, 'hey are you the leader of hospitality?' Before I could even answer, he continued, 'could you ask............................' See what I meant? Hahaa! Funny wey. It's like, I'm from a nobody to a leader of some concert group. LMAO!
I think some MUFY girls also beh song me already. But hello! It's not like I wana do this. I was FORCED to, remember?

my name tag. Hee.
Concert booklet.
P.s. The cover page was designed by my roommate, Jocelyn. *claps*
Events of the night (:
the VIPs. @@
Sound sistem people. Wooots.

so pro. O_O

Justin. (:
Photographer of the night.Hospitality people, from MUFY. (:

Guess what! My Seremban friends came!! Yes, Billy, Joevin, Jason Yin, Wei Lip, Hwee Hwee, and Caroline! My my! What a surprise to see them! Weeeeeeee. Don't know why the hell Joevin was so high that night. He kept asking me to wear black. Though I already told him that committees have to wear white, but still, he kept bugging me. =.= I ignored him anyhow. Oops. :D

Joevin's sexy face and Bill's funky palm. Lol.
Wei Lip (:
Bill (:
P.s. Hee. He was trying to stop me from taking his picture. Weeee.

Hwee Hwee macam sesat dah in the middle of the hallway. LOL!

Wei Lip looked tired. @@
Blue shirt: Billy
White shirt: Jason Yin (:

Caroline and Michele.
Awh. Michele looked HAPPY. :D

I was following them to get my hair sprayed. But somehow, I can't stand the smell, so I ended up spraying nothing on my hair. Hee.
Steven and Kok Yee.
(Kok Yee lan yeng at the back there. =.=)
Heeeeee.
From left: Steven, Edy, Kok Yee and Mua (:

cam-whore!!! :D

RAWR!!! :D

Hee. I was so high.
See? Kok Yee lan yeng again. =.=!Credits to Kah Mun,

who went around the campus, sticking these posters, so that people won't get lost when attending our concert! (:

Let's GET THIS PARTY STARTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

let's kick out! Woots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:DLOL! Wth right?

crazy people! :D

LOL! Funny reaction. I wonder what made him show this kinda face. O.o
Whoa. Photographers.~

After party~

HAHAA!!

Kah Mun (:

I was standing outside the hall. Trying to get some fresh air, by exact. Suddenly, Sean Stubbings came up and starting asking, 'where's the ticket booth?' I was like, 'Err, Ian is at the other side of the h-............' He looked at me, paused. Then continued, 'can I trust you on this?' I looked at his hand. My god! Tickets and ribbons! 'Err, sure.' Haizz. I'm always nice, aren't I? Cheh. I was in a dont-know-what-to-do mode, 'cause my hands were full, holding tickets and money and ribbons. A guy was at the door. He was the security for the concert. Nervously, I asked for his help. He said sure. Thankfully, I passed the ribbons to him. Phew. We talked a lill. And I happened to know his name is Bryan. I would say luckily we talked, otherwise I'd be bored to DEATH! Like seriously. Lmao. Met another new friend, named Aaron. Nice guy he is. (:
I stood by the doorway until a lecturer came over and told us to stop selling tickets. That was when my job's FINALLY done! Weeeeee. Felt glad instantly. Hahaa.
Stayed back for a while to talk to my friends before heading back to my hostel. (:

Aight folks.
Until then. DO miss me, ya? (:

Sushi day! Weeeee~

2010-03-20T13:50:00.000+08:00

Why the HECK are all tests coming in out of a sudden!? Like seriously! I had:
Wednesday: Chemistry Topic Test 1 (4.30 to 5.30pm)
Thursday: Mathematics Topic Test 1 (4.30 to 5.30pm)
Glad these are over. For now. BECAUSE!!!! THEY are coming up!

Next Tuesday: Biology Lab Quiz (dono what time yet)
Next Wednesday: Chemistry Quiz (dono what time yet)
See?! Which is why 'NO SEREMBAN THIS WEEKEND!' Haiz. Imma miss the siew pao in Seremban instead of my family members. HAHAA! =.=! HAIZZ. There won't be any GUITAR SESSION this weekend!! ); Haih. It's gonna be darn boring.

Walao! I don't know why I was SO high today, during 'lunch-dinner'. Went for sushi with gang again!! Weeeeeeeeeeee. Love it! Gosh, I love these people! (:

Sakae Sushi (:

my iced green tea cup
P.s. I LOVE that green frog picture!! :D

so high-tech O_O!

daddy freak! :D

Suqi (:
Kelz (:
TEA-BAG!!!! LOL~ *inside joke* ;D
daddy freak helped us to insert our orders (:
my mean old uncle a.k.a KH! :D
gu ma Gazi :D
wonder why we took so little?
Red plate: RM5.90
Pink plate: RM3.90
THAT'S why! Lol.

HAHAA!! Well done, wasabi! You've made my daddy freak teared! Wee~
Suqi's Beef rice
Dammit! I forgot the Japanese name for it. =.=!

MINE!
Something Katsu something......................
GAH! I forgot again. Whatever. *frustrated* Hee.
*yummm*
I didn't eat any of them tho. Hahaa.
she was E.M.O during the whole meal yesterday. Dono why. =.=

Had to go back early 'cause I've gotta go swimming with Edy and May Yan. Hee. Oooh, I met a new friend in the pool too! Ian Low. Lol. Oh my, his laughter is DAMN funny! Hahaa.
Oh well, guess that's all. Off to finish up my Biology questions! Ugh.

Random

2010-03-14T14:06:00.000+08:00

Feeling totally lost. Confused. Someone please guide me?

SPM Results Revealed!!

2010-03-11T16:09:00.000+08:00

LOL! Walao!
ALL SPM candidates of 2009 are getting their results TODAY! Fuhh, imagine everyone's faces. The nervousness. Anxiousness. Tiredness (due to lack of sleep on the previous night. LOL.). Scared. Walao. SO scary. Like seriously.
I came back to Seremban on the Wednesday evening. Then hung out with a bunch of besties in Jusco. Watched movie 'The Book of Eli'. Dammit! A violent movie it was. Hate it. Eww. Got back home at about 10.30. Can't sleep. B'cause the next day I'll be receiving my SPM result!! Wtf. Anyhow I forced myself to sleep at 1am. Still early, but didn't care. Lol.
Got up at about 9 the next morning. Heart pumping like HELL. Didn't eat breakfast. SO nervous. Suddenly, my mum received a call from my aunt, saying that her husband passed away this morning. WALAO! So sudden wey! I was like, OMG. Why everything is happening TODAY? SPM result, uncle passed away...................
Went to school at about 10am. EARLY, I know. But I can't bare it. Lol.
While waiting, I walked around the school with JsLim (my kai mui). The school doesn't change much, except for the colour of the wall. From orange changed to sky blue. Aiyerr.
We talked, laughed, took pictures.......................until! My school principle had finally arrived into the school compund. Walao. We can see him smiling when he drove in. Wth. On top of that, when he got down the car, he showed his thumbs-up. Heeeeee. Okay, we did good. Our school has 32 straight A's this year. Additional of 6 people from last year. Wooots!
Got back my results. Kinda happy with it. Heeeeeeee. My mum said this is the best birthday present for her this year. (Yes, today is her birthday.) I'm glad. Glad that I didn't disappoint her. Phew. :D
Got A for all my projects. Hahas.

Whatever done is done. Past is past. I did my best and this is what i get. I'm cool with it. Hard work has finally paid off. Thanks to my family, my friends and teachers. Thanks all! Muah.

P.s. Happy Birthday, MUM!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!
Thanks for everything (:

Gaga much?

2010-03-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

LOL.
in Lady Gaga's official Twitter page, I actually seen her posted this:

ain't she Lady Gaga? I like the way she says it! Yeah, motherfuckers!!
LMAO!
Wooootz~

Outings with college friends :D

2010-03-03T09:20:00.000+08:00

Hey hey, people!
SO sorry for the delay. I had my Physics test today. Ugh. Don't know whether I screwed it again or not. Whatever. Lol. It's over. For now. Hahas. Chemistry quiz and Maths topic test are coming up!
Anyway, you must be wondering what I'm up to recently besides studying eh? Well, Imma post some pictures about the outings and shoppings and dinner I had with my college friends. They are awesome. Wooooooootz!
Outing 1 ♥

had dinner here. I forgot what it calls. Gahh.

Steven and Kok Yee (:
Mui Hong's legs on this pair of awesome shoes! (:

Outing 2 ♥

Suqi drove us to Sunway Pyramid (:

Went to Xtreme to buy our gang shirt (pfft!) :D

Gazi & Kin Hoe (:
Suqi (:
Me, Kelly and Suqi *loves*
Heading for dinner! Heeeeeee~Kim Gary! :D
my Bosco Wong!! :D

Hou Yin (:
Prem (:
all look the same?
Nonono...
Beef, Chicken and Pork :D
Yummy!
Suqi *loves*
Kelly, me and Suqi *lovesssss*
group picture! Wooooootz~

Outing 3 ♥

Yung Hung
He doesn't like taking pictures -_-
so he let me take his burger's picture instead xD
Jocelyn (my rommate! She's adorable :D) and Kerk (:
watching movie on laptop....
-_______-''

Lol. That's all for this post. Can't upload anymore pictures. Like wth.
Will post the next post asap ya.
P.s. DO miss me <3

♀ Chinese New Year 2010 ♂

2010-02-28T18:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to ALL Chinese in the whole wide world!! :D
This year's CNY was fantastically, fabulously, t-totally, without a doubt AWESOME! Despite of collecting ang paus, I had LOADS of fun going house to house, seeing happy faces, and on top of that, gaining weight. Like wth? I had KFC and Pizza for 5 days straight. OMG.
Went to a lot of house-visiting and took loads of pictures, ate A LOT, collected ang paus, enjoyed myself to the fullest. (:
Well, Imma upload the pictures. Pictures explain everything. So yea :D

Chinese New Year eve =3
At my uncle's house ♥

lou sang :D
steamboat for this year's reunion dinner :D
pork intestine soup. YUMM!

Chinese New Year =3
Party at MUA place ♥

ha! buat apa ni? LOL.
playing Play-Station (:

KFC & Pizza

from left: Js Lim, Priya, Seen Ling and Mei Yuen <3 from left: Jie Shi, me, Kelly dear, strawberry, Eugene JJ, Edwin WJ and Jia Ling <3playing Wii - boxing lol, as though they're dancing...

aduii Joevin..kacau je..LMAO.

from left: me, Erik, Naton <3from left: Jeremy, me, Charmain, Jie Guan, Bill Q., Erik, Naton and Wei Lip <3 style="text-align: center;">group picture!! <3<3>

At youngest my aunt's house ♥

cousins :D

At Wei Lip's place ♥

KFC again! Lmao.

Malveen and Shawn (:

LOL.

Ooooooooh, Shawn spilled the longan dessert!

showing the peace sign somemore, wth. LOL.
Bill was trying to balance himself on the skateboard. @@

We were too bored in the house, so we decided to go to the playground nearby. Guess what, that time was about 4pm. That's right, the sun was still burning hot. Yes, we're nuts! :D

Priya's sexy back (:
we're only 7! :D
we love see-saw! weeeeeeeeeeeeee~

went back into the house. Got too bored so we asked Wei Lip to on some movies for us. Our first choice was Resident Evil (bcz I want horror!), and then somebody got so scared and so coward, we changed to Cinderella (like wtf.) finally we ended up watching...............

'Don't Mess With the Zohan'.

WTH. So disgusting. Ugh.

At Aunt Jenny's house ♥
I ate a lill at my aunt's place, had buffet. Cz going to Bill's place later then for PIZZA! AGAIN! Wth. Bill Q.'s place ♥

see? Pizza again >.<kopitiam ah pek(s) LMAO!

we love cam-whoring! Weeeeeeeeeeeeee~
went to the playground for a while.
Picture of ERIK on the swing :D
took some super fabulous jump shots with Joevin's awesome camera! :D

Joevin's camera (:

OMG! I don't know why I can't upload anymore pictures! WTH! I have lotsa awesome jump shots to be posted! But it seems that this software doesn't allow me to do that *sob* But I DID take A LOT of pictures you know, ready for my blog. Pictures of food, lion dances (I got to watch 3 lion dances this year! Woootz!), family, friends, houses (LOL.). But god knows...............ugh! However, I really enjoyed myself during the whole period of Chinese New Year. I hope you guys did too! (:

Oh right, I celebrated Chap Goh May with my Kuching, Johor and Melaka friends here too. They are Jocelyn, Melody, Sean Law, Yung Hung, Kerk and Edy Liew in Sunway, because I didn't go back to Seremban during the weekend. We really had a great time together! We played guitar, sang songs, ate stuff, had piggyback rides. Simply enjoyable! <3

Aight guys, that's all from me.
Tell me about your Chinese New Year too ya? (:

Patience :D

2010-02-22T07:05:00.000+08:00

To be updated, people!
Be patient!
Love ya all <3

Family outing (:

2010-02-08T14:43:00.000+08:00

How are things? mine's good, but also bad. Ugh. Good thing is i went outings with my awesome friends. Bad thing is I screwed my first bloody Physics test. Wth? My mind went completely, totally blank when I saw the question paper. Though I did the questions bfore, but still i couldn't recall the formula and ways to do them. Suck. Screw it! Sometimes I just hate myself, why the HELL is my memory so f***ing bad? Why people can remember things by just one glance through? How come I can't?? Bloody! Whatever! Screw it! Did Chemistry test couple of weeks ago. But still haven't get back the paper. *anxious*

The week bfore last week was the first week I did not go back to Seremban. So my family came down to spend time with me. Sweet huh? I know. :D Daddy drove us to somewhere to have seafood for lunch. Good! I haven't had any seafood ever since SPM year started. =.=

yumm!

after lunch, i didnt wana go back so early. So we went Sunway Pyramid to spend time :D

i couldn't remember what we bought @@

on our way back to my hostel, i saw this -.-

a dead rat..awh~

A week later, went to 'Tong Yat' to have dinner...

snow fish...
he's adorable, isn't he? :D

Me: can I take a picture with you? (:
Him: cannot, you can't take picture with my muscles...
Me: @@ i wana take picture with your face..
Him: cannot, if i see camera flash, i'll go *doing fainting action*
Me: =.= okayy, no flash then (:
Him: okayy!
Me: *pheww*
FINALLY I got this picture (:

on the next day, when I was on my way back to college, i saw these cool bikes :D

Aight guys, time to go.
Next happening thing: Outings with friends :D

Fabulous college friends (:

2010-01-30T09:49:00.000+08:00

Seriously, i don't deserve to have such great friends! But i have! Ausmat people are simply adorableeeeeeeeeee (:
I remember the first day in Sunway, not exactly alone but got no new friends....PEOPLE!! I have the nicest roommate ever! She's nice, friendly, laughable and SO 'talkable' (i know this word doesn't exist =.=)! I love her so much =3
I still remember how I made friends with Mui Hong and Esther....i met them both during the campus tour...I even remember how Mui Hong said hello to me! She's adorable! Awwhh~
then i met Steven, Kok Yee, Ashton, Shireen, Aaron, Han Qi, (sorry if i've left out someone) on the second day, which was during the library session...then come Marcus, Kah Mun, Suqi, May Jing, Hoshinee, Victoria, Kin Hoe, Prem.......(sorry again if i've left out any of you)
tell you something, these people simply just LOVE cam-whoring! Seriously! I'll show you guys the pictures we cam-whored shortly (:
P.s. We cam-whore a HELL lot! Especially during Physics class! :D

Suqi darling (:
my class's official white mouse :D

Sze Geet jie :D
from left: Marcus, me, Prem, white mouse a.k.a Jo Keat (:

from left: Victoria, me, Suqi, Kelly (:

from left: Kah Mun, me, Suqi, Kelly (:
Kelly (;
Kah Mun (;
Bryan (:
Prem (:
the gang (:

from left: white mouse, Daniel, Marcus, Prem, Kin Hoe (:
=3my darlings x)

They are simply great...they talk a lot, joke a lot, laugh a lot and cam-whore a lot! Lol...
Aight peeps, till then...
Next happening thing: Sunway Pyramid shopping!! :D

College (:

2010-01-22T15:35:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey, people!
A thousand apologize to you guys....been rrrrrrrrrrrreally busy since my college started @@ so, did you miss me? :D
College life is waaaaaaaaaaaay different from high school...high school is all about study, koko activities, tuition, study, koko activities, tuition, study..................college life is COOL! especially when you're staying in the hostel, with a roommate, even best! hahaa...i mean, you can eat whatever you want, u can do whatever you want....seriously, like somebody's gonna control you *pssstbf* but heyy, one thing which is totally NOT good.....i'm BROKEEEE!! seriously, like BROKE!!! i need money SO SO badly....
tell you what, my friends here are all darn rich wey! they all go Sunway Pyramid almost every freaking Friday! lol...but since i'm broke, i always have to reject them...haih...sad case...oh yeaa, i'm going back to Seremban this weekend again! nyek nyekk~ honestly, when i'm in Seremban, i dont really study or revise anything i studied in College....feel so guilty >.< especially for the Chemistry test last Wednesday....the lecturer told us week bfore last week about this test...actually i'm planning to do some revision when I'm in Seremban...who knows, i sleep and online the whole day like there's no tomorrow =.= then when i got back to the hostel, i was freakishly guilty for not studying AT ALL for 2 days in Seremban...GREAT.
By the way guys, there won't be any pictures for this post...cz I'm gonna leave in 15 minutes time...if i upload pictures, it'll take me about an hour to do so....yeaa, SLOOOOOOOW~
Took some seriously awesome pictures during Physics class yesterday....I promise i'll upload them in the next post....
P.s. I love my AWESOMELY fabulous new friends! <3

Tagged!

2010-01-09T02:17:00.000+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage : Sky juice
2. Last phone call : Horng Shiuan
3. Last text message : Wei Sen =.=
4. Last song you listened to : Bad Romance by Lady Gaga :D
5. Last time you cried : Last Sunday =/

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice : Nopee...never will
7. Been cheated : I think so
8. Kissed someone & regretted it : Nehh =]
9. Lost someone special : Totally =/
10. Been depressed : Not anymore :D
11. Been drunk and threw up : No and no (:

LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS:
12. Purple
13. Pink
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend : Yes! And I love them! :D
16. Fallen out of love : Yes, not long ago =]
17. Laughed until you cried : Yes >.<
18. Met someone who changed you : Not yet
19. Found out who your true friends were : Not yet =]
20. Found out someone was talking about you : There is always one
21. Kissed anyone on your bloglink list : No?
22. How many people on your bloglink list do you know in real life : Most of them (:
23. How many kids do you want? : Errr, aint this ques a lill early for me? =]
24. Do you have any pets : Nopee, but used to have
25. Do you want to change your name : I LOVE my name <3
26. What did you do for your last birthday : Getting surprises from friends :D
27. What time did you wake up today : 8am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : Sleeping Zzzzz~
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : A relationship, perhaps?
30. Last time you saw your Mother : 5 hours ago?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Not yet, maybe
32. What are you listening to right now : Whatcha Say by Jason DeRulo
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Nopee
34. What's getting on your nerves right now : Physics questions!! Ugh, they are SO hard! @@
35. Most visited web page : Facebook and my blogspot (:
36. Whats your real name : Carmen Tan
37. Nicknames : A lot..you wouldnt wana know >.<
39. Zodiac sign : Taurus
40. Male or female : Female
41. Elementary? : Chinese School
42. Middle School? : Chinese school
43. High school/college? : Malay school
44. Hair colour : Reddish brown plus black
45. Long or short : Long
46. Height : 163cm =.=
47. Do you have a crush on someone? : Not for now =]
48: What do you like about yourself? : I laugh a HELL lot! :D
49. Piercings : On my 2 earlobes
50. Tattoos : Nopee...gonna get one maybe =]
51. Righty or lefty : Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Yes
53. First piercing: Standard 6
54. First best friend : Nopee
55. First sport you joined : Swimming
56. First vacation : China, Guang Zhou and Shen Zhen
58. First pair of trainers: Nehh

RIGHT NOW :
59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 = : Sleep
60. Drinking : Nopee
61. I'm about to : go to bed =]
62. Listening to : songs
63. Waiting to : i could not think of one x)

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? : Dont know?
65. Get married? : Boyfriend also dont have, so what getting married then? x)
66. Career : Still bluurrr

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes : Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses : Both <3
69. Shorter or taller : Taller
70. Older or younger : O.o
71. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms : Nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud : Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant : Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger : No way, sir!
77. Drank hard liquor : Never
78. Lost glasses/contacts : Yeaa =/
79. Sex on first date : Fuhh! No way!
80. Broken someone's heart : Dont think so
82. Been arrested : Never
83. Turned someone down : Think so?
84. Cried when someone died : Duhh! =.=
85. Fallen for a friend? : Not really

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself : Sometimes
87. Miracles : No
88. Love at first sight : No, cz i'll never experience that
89. Heaven : Yes
90. Santa Claus : Yes
91. Kiss on the first date : Nopee
92. Angels : Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/ boyfriend at a time : Nopee
95. Did you sing today? : Yeaa x)
96. Ever cheated on somebody's relationship? : Never!
97. If you could go back in time, how far would go: God knows
98. If you could pick a day from last year,what would it be? : 280409
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? : Kinda =/
100. Posting this as 100 truths? : Hell yeaa! =.=

Trips (:

2009-12-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

Hey, how's it going everybody? (:
My holidays are good, so far...spent my Christmas in Cameron and Genting this year =.=! darn boring in Cameron....visited Cactus and vegetables and flowers =.=!
Genting was alright...at least better than Cameron...lol! though i didnt play much inside the Theme park =/
went for Roti Canai bfore heading to bus station (:

went KLCC bfore we actually bertolak to Cameron :D

he is SO cute!!
P.s. i <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_6Su72MFJD4k/SzxVP3Bq4KI/AAAAAAAABw8/1o6OdRlKJI4/s1600-h/Mars+011.JPG">guess how much is this? =]

500 bucks!!!! @@

went GAP....daddy wanted to buy some clothings (:

he was taking his own pretty picture in the fitting room =.=!
went for a drink later then....
yes, he was looking at those scrumptious cakes (:

KLCC's Christmas decorations

Santa Claus!! and angle? pixie? lol...
mum: quick! Santa's here! take a picture!
baby: noooo...im scared! he has beard!!
=.=!

bought some donuts half way to Cameron...

his snowman donuts (:

yumm!! :D

on the second day, went to Rose Farm, Boh Tea Farm, Cactus Farm and errrr, flowers farm? Whatever~ =.=

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candid shots =.=!!

do you know?
the directors of BOH
who let the orang utan out?!?!!! Lol!he made a 'heart' out of keropok :D

Lunch time:~

went Cactus Farm later then....

another candid shot =.=!

back to room...was tired and exhausted @@ wanting to sleep but didnt....cz brother was playing with his new bubble gun....releasing a house full of bubbles =.=

this was one BIG bubble! :D
party people xD
getting ready for steamboat! weeeeeeeeeee~
but hey! look at the jam!!!! @@
bertolak: 6.30pm
makan: 8pm
=.=

goodnight (:

woke up kinda early the next morning...cz we were going to Genting! :D

looks small ayy?

not so!! x)

reached Genting at about 3pm =.=! plus, there was an ocean of people!! GOD! the line for each game was like so loooooooooooooooong @@ got fedup, so my sister and I walked around the mall x) also, we went into the Haunted Mansion indoor! there were 15 of us...maximum only 10...so we splitted into 2 groups...8 and 7....i was in the 7 people group....they were me, my sister, Ah Cheng, Shu Jie, Ah Chun, Didi, and Ah Wei....omg...i was so scared...when we were in the line, i was already terrified (dont laugh =.=) then once we were inside, i covered my eyes for almost the whole journey =.=! i was bhind my sister, pulling her jacket SO hard that she kept yelling at me: GET OFF ME!! xD but still, i didnt care~ the 'ghosts' were funny....they kept jumping out to scare people out of a sudden....which happened to have me screaming my lungs off =.= which explains why im having a terrible sore throat now....lol! after we were out of the mansion, most of us were sweating like hell, i dare say....recalling back, i just realized that, its actually not so scary at all....hahaa!

had dinner at 7pm~

Hui Hui (:
Ah Cheng (:

Shu Jie (:

Didi (:

Ah Cheng and Ah Chun (at the back) (:went to a temple near Genting...i kinda forgot what it calls =.=

Lol...thats all for today....hope u enjoy the photos (;
Take care (: